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Friday, August 16, 2013

I saw that my god sis was tagged in our sec4 photo, and memories came back.

I was such a delinquent back then,

I practically had no friends from my class of 40 people

Only two.

One of them which is now my god sis ting ting,

Catching up at times to spend time together,

But still by best friend whom I can tell her everything and vice versa.

Zhaodan whom I lost contact with..

She was that kind of person,

Who would share her lunch with me

When my mum didn't give me my allowance

And she didn't request me to repay her.

Sad to say I have tried many times to find her so I can repay her kindness.

Yet my efforts were all futile.

4 years together in secondary school.

From a nerd who holds a book in hand from walking to eating.

To a delinquent who hides at home refusing to face the real world while indulging in a virtual world.

They stood by me, especially zhaodan

Who was eventually teased by her classmates about my constant presence beside her.

My teachers even came up to my house to talk to me and my parents about my constant absence.

Mrs Tan my form teacher, was still giving me care even though she might have disliked to handle me.

I had to say I was a tough nut to crack

I'm those people who will not really understand something until I am in the position or tried that type of hardship before.

She was my maths and form teacher.

I had forgotten to hand in all homework for other subjects, but I never purposely "forgot" hers.

I have to say, the current me

Is a total different person.

From a thief to a person who earns ever cent herself.

A person who had taste more hardship than that 13-16 year old me.

A person who had tasted love, giving or receiving.

A person who understands the importance of studying.

A person who knows how to prioritize.

If you don't like the current me, you should probably know the person that I was.

You will hate "Hang Lam" more then "Teddy", "Selina" or "Selene"

I know I'm constantly improving throughout the years

But it only happens when I meet something so impactful which can change me.

Including the most recent,

Her, whom I met at FOP.

Ever so perfect.

To me, no one could hold a candle to her.

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 1:48:00 AM