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Monday, September 05, 2011

365 days a year, 366 days per leap year.
Of all dates,
except for 25th December, which is my own birthday.
My favorite date would be 5th September, TODAY!

Why?

1) 5th September 2009, Sunny Chan Ying Chen.
The guy whom I spend 2 weeks with, but let me the deepest impression.
He did alot of things which are similar like those drama relationship male lead.
Making me the happiest girl on Earth at that point of time,
which resulting in me waiting like 3+ Months for him.
Which in the end I gave up, because he had change of heart, or rather, I wasn't his type.

2) 5th September 2010, Koh Sze Enn.
The guy whom I spend 6 months with, which I left for Sunny's best friend : Vincent.
And trying to go back to his side after 6 months of departure.
I couldn't deny that those 6 months with this special guy was the happiest time I ever had.
I couldn't deny that I didn't started out this r/s because I loved him, I was only trying to find someone special.
I couldn't deny that he was the one that I had fallen head over heels with.
I couldn't deny that I was greedy and wanted new elements which he couldn't explore with me.
I couldn't deny that he was the best boyfriend ever and I am the worst girlfriend ever.

and most importantly,

I couldn't deny that I want to go back into his heart.
Just like last year's 5th September.
Restarting everything back to then.

Starting off anew, I'm not going to make anymore mistakes.
Even people say if you love someone, let go of him.
I will never ever let go of you, because you are my world.
I couldn't bear to let you go, because I am extremely scared of losing you.
I had let go of you twice, and I will never let go of you never ever again.

There is only 6 words that are really from my bottom of my heart that I would want you to know.
I love you, Koh Sze Enn.

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 5:20:00 AM