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Saturday, February 12, 2011

there are somethings that i regret that i have done
like say, 01/08/10,
I regret that I didnt give him time longer enough
like what i done with randy,
i gave more time to randy for me to get over his over reaction
but i didnt give more time to sanford for me to get over his over-stress
reason wise i didnt give because i was jio-ing my kor somehow or other
but yet i did not regret not giving the chance thou
i got to spend 1mth plus with my kor
i got to know more about my kor
i got to have my kor being there for me for 1mth
i got to know extranicenoodles
i got to have a 5mth long relationship with extranicenoodles

my dearest boyfriend,
im sorry to have given you so much insecurities recently
it is not i dont love you
it is just i dont like doing the same things too much
and it's getting abit boring between us both
no im not getting bored about you
its just that i love fun adventure and new things
and you dont have passion for my passions
i cant ask you to do my favourites things with me
but im willing to do your favourite things with you

I NEED YOUR VOICE,
but i dont need our old topics
we've like nothing much to say exactly
hmpff, 11th storey, lalala, draw (something), grow (something), emoing

im sorry,
i dont want you to miss me so much or else you'll suffer when you in NS
i dont want you to get hurt because of me
i dont want you to think that im not caring about you, I do, but i dont know how to express it

i want to tell you that nothing will ever go on between me and justin or other guys
even so is just joking/fooling around.

i know that you love me, and i want to tell you that i love you too
im so happy to be able to spend so many special days with you
our 5th unofficial anniversary, our 4mth official anniversary,
We might not be able to spend our first valentines together
but i know that my heart will be beside yours.
besides, there are so much more valentines in the future.

I want you, to voice out everything, and not keep anything from me.

I just want to say, I LOVE YOU.

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 12:50:00 AM