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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

maybe i spoke to harshly
and im gonna put it simpler and more in detailed
all i meant was

you can visit your friend steam anytime anywhere
like when you're on the way home
it is not asif someone would die if you replied late

it was 10pm, you at most have 90 more minutes to be with me
so, maybe bearing 90 more minutes will kill someone?

how would you feel if im sms-ing someone
talking on the phone with someone
busy and so engross-ed with my phone?
i mean, i walked till the end of the block all in your sight
and you are so engrossed with your friend steam
until you didnt even noticed that im gone?
i mean WOW, if im kidnapped instead
idk who i can depend on anymore
or do you supposed im going to wriggle out of those ropes
and crawl home like all those movies does?
and since you are so engrossed to look at your phone
and dont want to look at or talk with me for an extra second
then dont tell me you miss me because you dont cherish

im sorry for running/walking away like this
as long i remember i will not do that again

its your life, i do not want to restraint you
you are free to leave anytime you want
does those words you said on 24th,
was actually referring to you that cant stand me anymore?

everytime i told you i going out with friend
i meeting with my ex, i doing smth
you just answered me with a "Orh"
that sounds like, ok whatever, but i dont want you to go
i quit contacting so many guy friends
FRIENDS.
i free-ed myself everyday just to wait for you to ask me out
while someone is so happily outside entertaining friends
im at home waiting for a msg or call or know that somone is thinking of me.
and sometimes, this someone is so busy that he couldn't spare 1minute

THIS ALL, WILL BE A PAST,
THIS ALL, WILL NEVER APPEAR AGAIN.

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 3:10:00 AM