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Sunday, October 03, 2010

knn fuckers

so what big cousin is not happy?

this is not her fucking home

yeah i know its not my home either

but you got a home in HK

and you got a big bed dunwan sleep

and you has to come...

to get my bed...

and now im reduced to sleeping on wooden planks

stacked on 3 chaiirs

and my fucking leg is hurting so fucking much

story? yeah there was a fucking cockroach

that crawled over the fucking planks on the fucking floor

and that fucking planks is where i supposed to sleep

and no mattress somemore

and sometimes i sleep with my mouth open

how would you know the cockroach wun come back?

or would you know it doesnt have young? partner?

have you idiots forgotten about my leg injury?

so do you realise that i had once been in such pain

that i couldnt take a wink of sleep?

when i lay side ways

my bones was pressing against the planks

and when i try lay straight

i cannot lie straight totally

and it hurts totally

for the fucking 2 hours that i tried to sleep

and the fucking pain is like that old times?

sometimes, i wonder how much you can care

you care about she will hot anot

and ask her to take my bunk

and sometimes in the morning you switch off the fan

making me wake in a pool of sweat

you care about she will cold anot

and take my blanket for her to cover

and give me a god damn UNCOMFORTABLE jacket...

which cnt even cover me properly

you asked me walk from sham shui po to mongkok

and for a duration of 2 hours

when you knew i need a rest every now and then

and when you are talking to relatives

you dun give a damn to me nor sis

regardless are we going to tell you something FREAKING impt

and no matter the any cousins younger den us

tell you any not impt de thing you oso listen.

im so fucking pissed at both of you

idw give a dam anymore

i just wish i was back in singapore having my carefree life

shouldn't have told sis i can go HK anytime

should have stayed there longer

fuck you... screw life.

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 6:24:00 AM