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Sunday, October 03, 2010

im feeling guilty again
i didnt know i would have hurt you that much

if someone was to ask me how many ex do you have
i would say i been too flirt
i gave 4 guys my heart at different time,
but only 1 guy gave me his heart
and i regret not giving him my heart

till now i think you are one of those boys
that my mum accepts (kind of)
i mean can come my house sit down der

why wasnt i sastified at that time?
why couldnt i be sastified with the plain life we had?

but thanks JW, you made me realise my foolishness
you both, SE and JW have quite some points in common

sorry to have always broken my promises
maybe whatever happens between us
made a point for me not to hurt SE
idw repeat the same mistakes on SE
as what i did to you, JW, I'm sorrry

im grateful for all things you did for me
im sorry for taking you for granted
cooking when im sick
visiting me when im sick
helping me so much in maple
cheering me up when im happy
quit smoking for the duration we're tgt
always rushing over when there's smth wrong

sorry to have broken at a wrong date
and make you felt more worse
as the next day is ur ex bdae
and the next next is her death date

maybe for the guilt im feeling
i want to make up to you
but yet idw hurt SE
i rather make up the wrong doing i did to you on SE
and time to let go of the past
what for do i hold onto such things?

and i guess the sentence that hurt you the most is
I'll never leave you
if I'm gonna use that again
i will make sure i stand by that sentence

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Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 9:18:00 AM