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Monday, November 30, 2009

day 70 w/o him

5 more days to our 3rd month anniversary if nothing happened

i thought..
with so many fwens.. maple and audi
with couples, maple and audi or real
i wun be lonely,

but den, whye is it when most people is asleep
i'll start to think of sunny
i'll start to feel lonely
i'll start to cry, weep for his warm shoulder and soothing voice.

it never fails for my brain to think of him,
NEVER,
im trying to move on,
i duno who to confide in,
i want to shout my feelings out to the whole world,
but im sure some people will heck care whatever i want to say,
there is never always a ear to confide in 24/7

i laugh at my own stupidility
thinking that friends would fill in his place
but it never does
whye does it hurts so much to think of a person

they always say
you can count on me,
you can confide in me,
you can always trust me,
i will be there for you,

it doesnt happens

if someone is going to ask me what i want for birthday
i know i only have 1 reply
nothing else on this world matter to me as much as sunny does

30 november,
12 days to sunny birthday,
25 days to my birthday,

is it possible to get what i wish for?

the sunny that i knew from 2/09/2009 ~ 12/09/2009
or let my life keep repeat from 2/09/2009 ~ 12 / 09 / 2009
the oni timezone i wish to stay forever in

i do not know how to contact you,
so i did send 10 msges in audi to you,
hoping, 1 day, u see what i said,
i wish it would be soon, but i hope, it will not be lost and forgotten

i will love you forever an ever..
kiss kiss eu, hug hug eu, forever and ever, every single life
i love you

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 4:50:00 AM