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Monday, September 28, 2009

day 7 w/o him

playing maple
orbis party quest
den party leader say she go on song
den i remember i very long never hear anything le
den i on my song.. dear baby
listen listen.. understanding the lyrics...
den my eyes foggy with tears..

still remembering that tuesday night
u sang it so sweetly to me
while walking u to the mrt station

still remembering
hugging u and kissing u
missing u by my side
missing ur daily smses
missing everything about u

a person can control the way he acts
but a person cannot control the way he thinks
i tried to stop thinking
i tried.. i tried so hard..
i dunno when will i be able to not to think..
when i become a vegetable?
when i become ashes?

dear.. im so worried about ur msn display msg..
heart faded inside cold?
what is that suppose to mean?
im scared baby..
im very very scared that i will lose you..
dear.. can let me hug u tight asap?
please.. i really want to see u asap..

i have tried changing..
but den w/o u beside me..
i really forgotten..
i really dunno how to change..
i really.. miss u..

this is worse den that 2 days u in malaysia..
at least that time i still know u are loving me..
but den now..
i really dunno..
i cnt feel u by my side..
im confused.. i really dunno..

i will love you forever an ever..
kiss kiss eu, hug hug eu, forever and ever, every single life
i love you

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 12:42:00 PM