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Saturday, September 26, 2009

day 5 w/o him

i have lost myself
feeling so lost w/o him

when feeling lonely
i will like to
hear that song see those pics

but.. i find it unbearable
to look or to listen
could time please fly faster?
fly till the time
where i can hug my baby again

how i wish time aint that slow while u waiting
and that fast when u enjoying

tears ran dry
the reasons to cry for have been cried
left behind is loneliness
hugging my pillow to sleep everynight
pretending is him
talking to my fav teddy bear
hoping that he could listen from afar

fog fills my eyes everytime i blog
i cnt stop blogging cuz i swear i blog daily
my daily thoughts my daily acts
but den i oni could blog about you
becuz there is nothing that fills my mind
except you

everytime i tink of u
my heart starts to ache
i wish im a better person
i wish u wasnt such a good guy in my heart
i wish i kept afking and never put my no. in my msger

i remember shagua like bendan to smile
i know shagua would like bendan to smile
bendan will smile through this no matter what
bendan will try not to think of anything negative
bendan wish our love can be put thru the mill

i will love you forever an ever..
kiss kiss eu, hug hug eu, forever and ever, every single life
i love you

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 2:39:00 PM