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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

day 2 w/o him

i just feel like hugging him so much
cnt help thinking those 2 nights i never hug him more

i feel so much lonier
crying myself to sleep
thinking of all those good memories

last night
i dreamt about you
about u replying to my last sms to u
about u accompanying me to my sec sku
about u kissing me
about u hugging me
about u the sun in my dream
chasin the nightmare away
and when i woke up
is a dream
is a lie
is a fantasy

if i got a choice i will not want to wake up forever
dreaming of u every single night
becuz i will want to see u every single second
becuz i dun want to lose u
and knw is was juz a dream
i want things to be as romantic as peaceful like in the dream

this morning woke up
checked my hp
and realised things were on hold
left the hp in the room as i knw
i wun get any sms from u
i hope to get ur sms daily to know
that ur fine and not so depressed

trying to change myself into another person
is difficult is hard is tough
but im willing to go thru anything
im willing to sacrifice anything
even my life .. if u wan
if some sort of sacrifice
will make this r/s better
im willing to go thru anything just for it

i will love you forever an ever..
kiss kiss eu, hug hug eu, forever and ever, every single life
i love you

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 1:36:00 PM