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Sunday, August 23, 2009

前方是绝路，希望再转角

juz watched this hongkong show
english title : If you care...
somehow found quite a number of insprational words in it
and with the post from lawliet and tringesan
brain dmg x515646846521354654

@dennon : if u read this
i tink at 1st i was quite demanding
that u have to accompany me
until till the end i bo chup
i 4got to think of how ur days were
i thought trying to give in to u in anyway
was the best thing i could do

@mummeh : laobu
i have to say
thankyou for being my bestie this yr plus
forgiving me time and time again
advising/helping me everytime
i still rmb i was so selfish that
i just oni thought of hw sad i was when i called u
that time i 4got abt ur feelings
abt hw was ur days
abt hw u n daddee was
i 4get that u might oso be sad or frustrated
taking u for granted that u will be my friend always

@hui zehzeh : sorry
for not grabbing all those chances u gave me

@ting : thankyou
for being such a nice friend
throughout the 5 yrs
sorry for bullying you
and thanks for all those u borrowed/lend/gave me
i will try to return u the favours u gave
i took u for granted
thought that everywhere ppl were like you
even i bullied u at times
u knew how to stop me when i going overboard
thankyou for still being in contact with me

@zhaodan : being my friend for 4 yrs
having a electronic gadget killer friend
having a friend that smears ur name
there aint another u that i could find
eu was always there for me
when i sad happy angry
u were always there during that 4 yrs
u was the one who understands me
no matter whatever i did
u were that forgiving
i miss u so much nowadays
p.s. misplace ur number =x

@dear :
sometimes i juz 4get
the defination of love
i 4get to scacrifice, i 4get to trust
i forgot to give and only knew how to receive
maybe is cuz we came tgt too fast
i dun understand you
that y i cnt trust u enuff
or cuz havin bad experiences b4
made me lose faith
im sorry i love you

@ISA : sorry for all those broken promises
thanks zarel sharon xiuyin cayln sinyee zee enola vonnes fenella raihan bear
and all those who cared enuff to try to make me go to sku

@lesbo piggy darlinq : sorry
for all those promises i gave u and i broke them
until till now u given up hope alr

@junling : my dear bestie
thankyou for being my friend of that 6 yrs and this additional 5 yrs
and still contacting me now days
sorry for my speech attitude everytime u called

@zhong xian : sorry for the impression i always give u
like im frustrated or angry at you
but i aint... im always emotionless

@rainny : thanks for being there for me

@everyone : sorry that u guys have to bear with my tackless speech
where i shoot bullets like a spoilt machinegun
stabbing u guys with daggers
shooting off my mouth w/o letting words go thru my brain
being a very blunt straighforward person that doesnt knw how to package

@ppf forumites : thankyou for bearing with me always
when im tcw/pcw ing
and shooting bullets like a haywire machine gun
thanks for those who said that u will forgive
and give me chance to prove that i will try change

sometimes im so self centered
so selfish
i think that the whole wide word revolves around me
and me oni
i need constand reminders on how things does
i care alot for my pride/face
that y if someone shoot me right in the face i will retaliate
while if u dun seem to be shooting me i will reflect
i need morals, examples and summaries of insprational stories

what im trying to do nw
is to find a dream that i want
and pursue it
a person w/o a dream can be mind as well dead
a living zombie that waste resources of the earth
being a slacker aint going to bring me anywhere
i tot i saw the end of the road
im trying to find the small crack into the corner
where there is hope
which i wan pursue
(i nw oni can think of these ppl that i need say sorry to...
i knw i need to apologize to more ppl...
for now idk who else i need to apologize...
brain dead x1341846451)

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~
Written by xImSelene 3:47:00 AM